apparently it's new years eye
my powers of observation astound me sometimes. i’m not a big fan of new years resolutions, but i’d like to throw at least one on the table: I’ve been filled with so much rage and hate this year. I want to start making strides to be at peace with myself.
Irony is ironic like that: Adventures in Hosteling
So, I’ve just returned from my mini journey. Edinburgh was pretty awesome, immediately had a good vibe and was not disappointed. There was much wandering of its streets and drinking of its scotch. Fortunately enough, we befriended some burley bartenders and joined them after closing on xmas eye for some raucous shenanigans. Hangovers ensued, but we did the same thing the next evening....
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I'm in a weird mood.
I’m miserable without explanation and won’t be able to enjoy this trip. And I’ll hate everything and everyone along the way. And every little thing will piss me off. So, basically, like every other day, but amplified. Edinburgh. Amsterdam. Manchester. Fuck, I don’t even know how many days I’m gone for. Am I just lonely, or is this how sad my life really is?
A word is as offensive as those who have been victimised by it tell us it is.– Tim Minchin (via sixtyforty)
So there's a slim chance
that I might be able to travel over spring break. Meaning one of two things: I go home to the states- probably the only chance I’ll have until I graduate to visit (aka only time until maybe next december) OR I travel around europe for a little again. downside of this: everything is shiny and different and I get no sleep. and I’ll probably have work to do. Though, Prague...
finished: juvenile sex assessment essay. skeletal report. bones quizes. prelim stats exam. yet to do: archaeozoology report. final stats exam. final bone exam. then rinse and repeat. plus a dissertation. i really just want to buy some fancy shoes right now. and get drunk without feeling sleepy.
ok, ok. i probably shouldn’t have gone out partying last night. but it was with the department, so everyone is pretty much in the same boat as me. didn’t hurt that i girl i like both crashed at someone’s place. damn she can hold her liquor. almost done report! soon there will be another department party! then scotland! and drinking in scotland! and amsterdam! (no comment) ...
i would love to get some sleep sometime this year.
2 nights of 3am fire alarms. i slept over someones to get away from the party at my flat. of course there’s an even louder party right outside. weather is shit today. incredibly late start to the day. time to write paper. holiday break is in a week and then i run around europe on no sleep. then, i do it all over again, plus a dissertation. no sleep. and no sex.